6th sense

For the first time ever, my 6th sense kinda mess up after my 8 year seal being break by eevee, but at some point, she somehow help me sharpen my vision although my 6th sense mess up a bit, quite weird but i think i just gonna write here for my memory sake since i don't think anyone will read my blog also, if got read, this already being a long gone history

although i didn't officially be with eevee but i think we both fell for each other, being 8 years i didn't feel the constant pain on my heart after she officially say no, took me some time to ease it, i guess i overcomed and start my  heart frosting process again, the day she say she made the decision, i had the exact vision on it in my dream the day before she say it, those words are almost identical, which quite alerting to me, i had another one about her last week and i scare it might be true because recently all my dream just happen to come true in real world, i think somehow she trigger it, i tell her i saw something beautiful between us that day, i didn't say i know something beautiful gonna happen from my deduction on our future, but quite confusing, if the beautful vision i saw will be true then why higher power show me while show me she will say no to me that day, if both are true, means in future we might still got chance, i never had this vision when i was with JY but eevee got, guess now i keep alter it by choosing not to let it happen since i already in frost mode and keep a distance on her for now and rebuild my seal and i hope the higher power stop giving me this kind of vision

i think she somehow sharpen or reopen this sense which i try to bury it long time ago because i don't want this ability although it's kinda fun sometimes but it scares me when i saw something not good, few years ago i saw myself will be in a serious injury in my 30 years old which is this year, don't ask me how, i think higher power let me know since "they" kinda like me and always find a way to tell me some stuff, i consult some sifu that pro in this area to verify it, no matter who i meet after let them calculate my destiny chart, all say the same like what i saw, a major accident that involve car, i saw it coming few years ago, maybe higher power try to warn me and want me to do something to alter it and i did, hopefully i can avoid it because if i successfully avoid it, i will be crazy rich after that, lol

at this point, i try to hold this vision on eevee about her injury that i saw but i guess no one include her will believe me and i hope what i saw will be just pure dream and imagination of my mind, but i choose to message her to tell her about this, just not full version, just tell her to avoid any risky move that involve her left leg, i rather she hate me being a weirdo or freak for the rest of her life for saying those stuff to her and really nothing happened than i hate myself for not telling her to avoid it while i "saw" it, and i ask her don't reply me after see my message, just in case she break my seal again which i not sure whether i already fully seal up against her, so i write it down here to future reference, what i saw in the dream is got a doctor and a nurse try to assist her on walk while she holding tongkat with her left hand and her left knee is seriously injured till need to cement it, i can feel i was standing there watching this and avoiding her so she won't know i was there in that dream, she wearing some white clothes and blue slipper at a t junction of a place which i guess is hospital, the vision last about 10 second and i was concious enough to observe the whole sceen and thinking whether wan to tell her in real world ot not, oh yeah, right before the sceen end, got a boy come out from the left side, not sure who is he, didn't manage to see his face, he just walking towards her and then the vision is finished, i hope is her bf or husband, i don't know the timeline of the vision so i only can guess that boy d identity which i hope she found a good bf or husbannd in that vision

i can see she is very frustrated about it but i didn't go comfort her, i just stand there and watch, i guess it's good for both of us this way in that dream since she friendzoned me and i back to my single mode which i keep a distance to any girl that try to come close to me which is not friendship purpose or girl i truly fell for and fail, which only 2 person in this category and i hope no one else in this statistic, i didn't put the tall her in this category because i don't think so

i read back some of my blog that i write and i found it quite funny, i not sure eevee got read it or not for researching that time but i guess a girl i codename MW which is gf to my business partner got read, am i right MW? message me to give me a high 5 if you see this, hahahaha, and please don't help me find a girl for me for gf purpose please, i wanna stay like this and keep myself away from relationship until someone like JY or eevee break it, if not, i will just stay single for the rest of my life